college girl’s blog

 Ahh!!!!! I feel like screaming!!!! What is the deal with women, in particular Christian women, that feel like they have to have a boyfriend to be happy? Why do they think they can fill the void or the hole, as I like to call it, with a man? Ladies out there, I am here to tell you, that hole you feel is not meant to be filled by a man. No man can fill that place in your heart! It was designed for God and God alone! Men are far from perfect and are fallible! They will not always do or say the right things. They will not always be there for you and they will break their promises. They make mistakes. They are human, plain and simple. God is perfect and He loves you! He is always going to be there for you. It says in the Bible "For the LORD will not forsake His people for His great name's sake: because it hath pleased the LORD to make you His people. " ( 1 Samuel 12:22  ) Do you really think God says things He doesn't mean. Well, I am here to tell you He doesn't. God keeps His promises. God is not fallible like man. God designed you and He designed that hole in your heart for Him. He designed it so we, as women, can be closer to Him. He designed it so that we would love Him and put Him first in our heart! Now don't get me wrong, I have nothing against men or getting married. I want to, and look forward to, meeting my future husband and getting married someday, in God's timing! I am not a Man Hater. So don't go thinking that. God created men and women for good reason. There is a need for both, men and women. All I am saying is, there is a hole that women have that needs to be filled. We need to fill that hole with Jesus and not try to fill it with a man. Trying to fill this hole with a man will not work and you will only get your heart broken in the end. So avoid the pain, sin, and most off all, letting our Father and Creator down. I believe He cries when He see His daughters trying to fill the hole that was created only for Him. So don't make your Heavenly Father cry and fill the hole with Jesus and not a man!

What are the 5 words that best describe your life right now?
Submitted by mojito.  

1) Jesus

2) Church

3) Family 

4) Work

5) School

How many jobs have you had in the past five years? Where and what did you do? 
Submitted by M.  

OK I am only 20 years old so the list is not long.

Job one was working at a someone fast food place called Daily Land. I had that job for a year or so till the place closed down. I helped with taking orders and making ice cream treats. It was in my hometown.

Job two was in my hometown again and it was at the local grocery store. I checked people out in the check out line. I loved talking to the people but there was too much down time. I had that job for yet another year.

Job three was working as a C.N.A. (Ceritfied Nurses Aid) in the nursing home and yes, it too was in my hometown. I know, boring, but it saved me gas money. In Sept. of 05 I broke my ankle and had to take time off. I came back to my job but, had major problems with my ankle. I really couldn't walk well at all and was limping most of the time. So I took time off yet again and then decided after I had to have surgery again not to go back. The stress of taking care of people when you were so short handed had got to me and I couldn't handle not giving the care to the people when they need and deserved it.

Job four. I am currently working as a CILA Specialist. Which means I work with individuals who have mental handicaps and have other health problems. I do laundry, dishes, cook, help them with daily tasks that they can't do for them selfs and soon I will be giving them their medications. I love this job. It is the most enjoyable and best job of all the jobs I have had to date. Oh, and by the way, this job is not in my home town. lol

Where do you consider home?  Is it the place you grew up; the place you're currently living?  Why is it home?
Submitted by uncagedbird. 

This is going to sound stange to some of you I am sure but, here goes. I consider home to be my Aunt and Uncle's home in IN. This is the place where I was saved and born agian. This is the place where I feel I belong and fit in the most. I feel like it is home because of the love I have and feel from the members of that house. That is the short verson answer to this question.  

What do you always forget to pack? 
Submitted by quornflour. My PJ's

When do you file your taxes?  Do you do it yourself or get outside help?

Yes, my texes are done. My mom does them for me. I am very lucky to have I mom that doesn't mind doing them for me.

What are your three favorite snacks?
Submitted by Sunscreem.

     My first favorite is popcorn. I could eat popcorn all of the time and never get tired of it. My second favorite is salsa and chips. I could also eat this all of the time and not get tired of it. Most of the time I do. I love fresh salsa. I put salsa on a lot of foods. My third favorite is anything to do with peanut butter and chocolate. I love these two things when they are put together.  

What method do you use to prepare your coffee or tea? 
Submitted by AgentBouche.

I don't like coffee or tea.

Who taught you how to cook?
Submitted by Donna.

I have just started to learn how to cook. I am mostly teaching my self but, I am getting some help from my dad, my aunt, and my friend Jeremy.

What's the next country you want to visit? 
Submitted by Schomer.

I have never visited another country but, if I got the chance to I would visit England.